i should have been more patient this time..
a little more time to wait..
i shouldn't have to worry coz God up there is the one
who knows everything..
I just need to smile.. and wait for the answer..
Grace was right.. its been three long years..
I shouldn't be like this for him.
holding on to someone who doesn't even care
I knew it from the very start.!
why can't i just forget about him
learned the lesson i need to know
and move on!
I'm now counting the days
and leaving for taiwan
sana pagbalik ko, nakalimutan ko na rin siya.
sana pagalis ko.. mawala na siya sa utak ko.
sana..
i saw a paolo coelho plurk and try what his saying..
it was a sunday affternoon, and he advice to do something crazy
his reason.. it is good for the soul..
so me having a boring weekend decided to do something..
a weird thing, a crazy thing..
i texted him..
yeah i did..
then what?
did it make my boring day exciting?
no! it didn't..
sigh..
that's probably God is saying up there..
He have given me my price of being patient..
I may have been a bad girl, but He sees what my heart really wants.
He really knows everything..
He just wants me to be ready.
Now, a lot of questions is lingering in my head right now..
but just what my sister told me.
don't worry about the future..
but be prepared of what is happening right now..
be strong enough, be intelligent in every decisions,
in every turns i need to make.
still hoping for the best,
still praying that God will lead me to the right direction I must take.
I must be patient and give all the trust to him.
i know that he will give it to me at the right time.
I maybe counting days, months, but who knows..
He wants me to be surprised!
needs to hold on..
needs to be strong.
tomorrow is my friend's wedding.. and i'll be one of the secondary sponsors, the one putting the veil.
i wasn't able to inform my superiors the truth. so i'll be absent tomorrow.
My new work..???
i think i need more time to get familiarize in every process in the store..
no need for me to regret, the situation in the store is much worse in ppc.
but hey! i'm here, just need to make a plan on how to work smoothly with my superior and co workers!
grrrr!! i need to to energize myself!!! think of the positive things that i can contribute to them.
waaaaaahhhh..!! no need to panic..
i just need to take it one step at a time..
go christine!!!
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still wide awake, still watching t.v. the same time surfing the net :)
all the pips are asleep..
need to focus on my future..
need to forget the past..
i dont need to look back..
i should never look back..
i'll start everything today..
a new me..
with a new job..
new environment..
new people to work with..
a different me..
start researching tomorrow..
go! go! go!
]]>just want to note that he viewed my account on friendster..
but he never add me up.
now. again and again.. questions..
why can't i just let him go!
tomorrow is friday,,
i plan to go to NBI, Super 8 and PUP tomorrow..
NBI to get my clearance, and pass it to super 8 so that i can pass the complete requirement in super 8.
and to get my transcript in PUP for authentication and red ribbon.
6.3.09 - mission accomplished.. unfortunately i will start working at super 8 on july 8. The person who will instruct me will be available on wednesday.. another 2 days of vacation for me.. needs to enjoy it!
saturday..
i plan to go to bulacan for the rehearsal of malou's wedding. 7.5.09, MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!
sunday..
rest day.. plans? nah.. just spend my time with my siblings, my mom and nephew.
7.5.09 change of plans.. went to SM Bacoor to buy sandals for the wedding.. I wasn't able to buy the purse..
i already contacted the one who will help me for my make up.. one thing missing is the car im going to use and purse..
monday.. 7.5.09 maybe stay at home, and read more articles bout managing the HR Department.
tuesday..
wednesday..
to work in my new job in las pinas..